Losing my Idols

Let me preface this by saying a few things: I’m speaking entirely from my own experience and not that of any kind of expert on mental health…I’m just a person who’s been dealing with the ups and downs my whole life. Also, let me be clear that I am NOT against any form of mental health treatment, and I think it’s absolutely essential for some people. This isn’t an opinion piece on the inspiring life of Anthony Bourdain, but rather my personal reaction(s) to his life and death and what it means to me and probably some disorganized shit that I just needed to get out.